Fehlen

There is no gap between our souls.
Although the fingers can not touch yet.
There is no space we did not cover.
Even the most painful ones.
I see nothing we can not really do,
even we can not do it now, or even then...

He tells me he felt like I have opened a door
that shows him a new world he has never dreamed ,
I thought I had seen this world before, but the truth is:
I was too arrogant and afraid to admit I've never been there too.
There is something of naive and mature in us,
we are kids and adults, crying and laughing.

In my head I touched him a million times,
we had sex, we had dinners, we had a house,
an apartment,  kids and wrinkles.
In my heart we are yet to be, even though we are.
In my life he is there and is not going anywhere.
It's starting and changing and I feel like everyday,
until now, was there only to prepare myself for him.

We woke up, in the cold and in the heat, together,
and we stand up, holding our souls,
thinking every step is another step closer to each other.
We know.. it's worth the pain, the sadness, the longing..
We are sure of us.

Ich liebe dich, mein Schatz.